lol hay guyz?
i was just going through my email for some reason and came across a shit load of comment replies and such so i decided to lurk myself

we were all sew cool~* two years ago haha no not really, but i'm thankful for those few of you that i met on here that i see/talk to in real life and all that shit

so yeah, thats about it

♥: WHAT IS THIS I DONT EVEN
♫: revenge is sweeter - the veronicas

FUCK. ):
I was ALMOST allowed to go to Bamboozle.
YEAH, FUCKIN BAMBOOZLE
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But my dad was all "I dont want you going that far away for a concert" and I wrote this whole sappy thing on why music is so important to me. Didn't work. So now I'm missing Madina Lake, Paramore, Sing It Loud, Forever The Sickest Kids, Racing Kites, The Pink Spiders, The Cab, Charlotte Sometimes, All Time Low, We The Kings, Valencia, and Red Jumpsuit Apparatus (Okay, it would be like my 6th time seeing them so I really don't care that much). BUT, the good part is Courtney, one of the girls I did tech with at Regent and who I was close with over the summer called me last Thursday to come help out backstage with her school's production of "Cinderella". And pretty much everyone who did Regent goes to that school, which means this kid Ben goes there. I've liked him since Regent lol and he and this girl Brenna (whom I was really close with for awhile) dated and now hate each other because apparently he smoked pot or whatever. He doesn't anymore, but he's still a hottie who can sing and act AND play guitar/drums/bass...and likes awesome music. :)

♥: amused
♫: madina lake

I tried out for Chamber on Monday. Usually rising sophomore don't get in...but I'm hoping I do.
But I know my range now! F below middle C and high C sharp, almost up to a D (last note in "Phantom Of The Opera"). Lolz, first sopranos ftw.

lol i died.

i'm seeing RENT on april 1st.
all time low april 13th
we the kings april 22nd, taking pictures for sing it loud.

yee. :)

just FYI.

i'm busy teching Beauty And The Beast.
So thats why i've disappeared.

grandpa died last night.

he died about an hour and a half after i got back from mass.
i cried alot during mass, it was really powerful and it was added to the fact that i knw he was gonna die that night.

but we went to wowie cowie afterwards and it was gay and i loved it.

i haven't cried yet today. i don't know why.

nicky's at 4:30 to watch Happy Feet with her and curtis.
then Easter Vigil at church.

♥: depressed
♫: Seed - The Academy Is...

i know, i haven't updated in ages; fuck you.

so um...right now?

my grandfather has been in and out of the hospital for a month or two.

he had a heart attack this week.
he's in intensive corinary care.
he might be dead by sunday or monday.

worst of all?
my grandmother doesn't know what's going on.

festival tomorrow.

♥: blank

yeah so i'm making sure i can send updates to lj via phone.

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♥: cold
♫: Jimmy Eat World